Bazam dorahi ...

In roza kheyli fekram dargire , dargire in ke ki az on yeki mosbatash bishtare va man mitonam rosh hesab konam . Az nazare delam mehran asheghesham va dosesh daram az bodane bahash leZat mibaram vali ramin zendegish sobat dare va midone mikhad chikar kone ke khub zehnam mige on , vali ziyadi harf zadanesh azaram mide , man aslan be sarosedaye ziyad dorobaram adat nadaram makhsosan in ke yeki hey to gosham harf bezane , khoda jon nemidonam chio va kio vasam kenar gozashti vali midonam behtarinha male mane hamishe . 

Khaterate ghabl

Emroz dashtam daftario moror mikardam ke tosh dar sene 23 salegi darm morede ayandam neveshte bodam , be kheyliyash reside bodam va khub ye seriyash kheyli khande dar bodan , masalan mikhastam to sene 28 salegi bachedar sham , loool babaye bache hanoz nabode ma fekre bache bodim , vali didam ke neveshtam zabanam ghavi she va betonam bedone hich moshkeli sohbat konam , ke khub alan be in residam va az nazare zqban hich mishkeli nadaram tanx God , 

Delam shekaste ...

Nemidonam in roza man hasas shodam ya in ke atrafiyan na mehrabon , shayadam bekhatere darone khodame ke por talatomo hayajane , ehsas mikonam kasi ghadramo nemidone va mouabatai ke mikonam be cheshme kasi nemiyad , emroz ba mahsa bahsam shod sare lavazem ke man vasayele toro nemibaram , to in hame sal yek bar be khodam nagoftam ke man in karo vasat nemikonam yadam nemiyad , vali nemidonam chera alan bayad ye hamchin chizi beshnavam , 

Goftam goftam ...

Emroz be baba goftam ke acceptance otrisho gereftam , chizi nagoft in neshoneye khubiye . Mamolan vaghti chizi nemige yani okeye . Omidvaram hamechi khub pish bere va moshkeli pish nayad albate chon hamechi bekhobi pish rafte baghiyasham haminjori khub khahad bood God merci vase hamechi love u and , love u <3

I did it thanks

Dear love , belakhare tonestam , shod , daram miram urooooooop thanks God ... 2 roz pish mosahebe dashtam va hamechi perfect bood , ghabol shodam ba in ke kheyli stress dashtam vali hamechi kheyli khobo alie pish raft , okeyo gereftamo va toye poste khodam nemigonjam , ye shoroee dobare , ye jaye jadid, ye mardome jadid , vay kheyli khoshhalam , omidvaram ke hamechi khobo alie pishnere va man 2 mahe dige otrish basham ;) bazam merci khoda joon . 

So what !!!!

Salha pish tavasote shaksi be esme mehdi ke khoda biyamorzatesh va man doaye kheyramo hichvaght azash darigh nemikonam , toye rahi oftadam ke khob sarneveshtam kamelan avaz shod masire zendegi raft be samti ke nemidonam khub bod ya bad vali khob tajro be bood , alan baad az 6 sal bargashte ba hamon eshgho alaghe vali fek nemikone ke dige alaghei nist , yani nazasht alaghei bemone .yeki kos khol tar az khudesh inroza pm mide va mikhad ke mano be harf biyare vali nemidonam chera marda inghad ahmaghan ke vaghti migi tamom shode yani tamom shode manish in nist ke mikhamet vali naz mikonam , khodaya to midoni ke man hich hesi behesh nadaram hata nemitonam halesho beporsam chon midonam inghad ahmaghe ke fek mikone dobare mikham bahash rabete dashtebasham , vali khodet komakesh kon va age ke darsasho gerefte va bayad bemire zodtar tamomesh kon ke zajr nakeshe , dar hagham badi ziyad karde vali man mibakhsham az tahe delam yekarikon ke onam faramosh kone pls pls

Delam kheyli kheyli gerefte

Khodaya mani ke hamishe khube bandehato khastam chera alan ye kohe gham to delame inghad daghnam ke hata nemitonam pelkamo baZ negah daram , cheme akhe , man ke hamechi daram va chizi kam nadaram , nemifahmam akhe chera inghad delam gerefte akhe ..

I dont no

Ye zamani na chandan door man har roz va har saat ba ham bodim , bedone man khabesh nemibord , ghaza nemikhord , shoping nemiraft . God what happened????? 

Taghriban az dishanbe ta emroz ke jomast hata ye kalame ham harf nazadim na on na man , mikham bebinam ky delesh havamo mikone , fek konam in break vase dotamon khobe mifahmim ke kojiye karim ,  

Delam , delam , delam

Akh az in dele divone , ke hichvaght adam nemishe , albate khob man tavaghoatam zeyade vagarna on dele dige karesh hamine , yavash yavash dare rejecthaye mehran amno asqbio narahat mikone harchi mikham be roye khodam nayaram mesle inke nemishe to delam gham neshaste , va nemidonam chetori in ghamo bayad pak konam , anyway emroz roze avale clasam bood, kind of happy ,